there’s too many things you don’t like about me, or don’t want from me, or want to change
so how do we work through them? I want to be with you so badly…but the way you are about all these things makes me so miserable. It’s like you want to mold me into your version of ‘normal’. I’ve never been the kind of girl you can change. Some girls you can’t cage…I just want to run wild with you <3 but you don’t, it seems. you don’t want to do any of the things I do…and only would to make me happy, I guess, or so you can make sure nothing bad happens to me…but I want to have fun with you…do all these crazy things with you…and none of it you want to do with me, it feels that way at least. It makes me so miserable that things are like this. I know that I want you…that I can be happy with you. I wish there weren’t all these tings that you can’t accept about me…I just wish you’d let go of all these things because there’s no reason for them. I adore you, and it hurts me so much that you are like this, or that those around you share the same views as you do and try to persuade you to feel the same way even more…I just want all these things to disappear and for us to live our lives…happy and exploring life and doing all sorts of amazing things…why is it that all you want to do is sit still? I want to LIVE live live. I don’t care if you’re older than me, you’re not dead. when did you give up on everything?
