January 2011
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I feel empty when you leave.
Time to shake it off.
I don't know if I can see you as more than a...
But the thing about you is, you’re the kind of person that I could fall in love with. And that scares me.
I keep wanting to find someone just like me,
but when I think about it, I really don’t want someone just like me. I’d hate myself.
I mean I love myself, but different stuff is good..but some of the things I do, I wouldn’t want a person like me.
We are human, after all.
I feel like I have a lesson to learn somehwere in the middle of all of this.
When did I become so cold and loveless, when all this time I thought I was full of love I was really just doing everything in my power to avoid it.
Cheap thrills and temporary highs…tell me why I’m still running from everyone.
nrfgrityknmhtujifg
<3
yeah you, yes you. :D
lalalala
covet.
Can’t believe you’re ignoring me because I wouldn’t get you drugs. Unless my phone isn’t getting texts but….wow.
Intellect is sexy. The chemistry here is incredible. :D
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Berkley is my baby and I wanna kill it
If it’s such a mellow place, why do I feel so mean?
Blatz <3
It felt sooo good to actually talk to you <3 I can’t wait to see you this weekend :)
this isn’t about a guy either haha :)
oh and
British accents are sexy lolol
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I can’t stand the path you’re going down. Calling me up at 3 in the morning and asking me if I can get drugs, when you know I can’t, that I hardly approve of that shit. I tell you I’m in the city and I just left a party and am on my way home, and you ask me to ask Bucket if he can get drugs. I don’t approve of this shit, I’m in a different borough, I’m...
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haha woah. I post a picture of Cassie and suddenly I have 54 notes. Guess people love Cassie :D
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You took a step back for a reason.
Also, completely different but, BREAK UP WITH HER ALREADY. you know you want to just do it. ugh it’s driving me nuts seeing this drag out for like 2 months
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Sometimes, I wish you were the guy I used to know before you cut me out of your life for those 2 weeks.
After those two weeks, everything changed.
I miss you. and I hate how shitty you make me feel sometimes.
I don’t think there’s much use in hoping for anything like that though.
I still love you, but fuck. it sucks.
Is our time up?
You always gave me this feeling that no one else did. and now I’m distracted by someone who doesn’t even feel for me the way that I do for him. I avoided you because I couldn’t bear the pain of it all. and now? now what. too much time has passed. I let that feeling slip away. I wanted to figure things out but somehow I wander to your house after nights of partying instead of just...
Carl I really miss you.
Maybe that’s what is making me feeling so off balance…
I try to believe that the things I hear other...
I often bury myself in coffee and cigarettes, mostly cigarettes. I don’t sleep at night because I’m so bored, and I realize from time to time that things feel less real when you’re sleepless, or at least you feel less. I don’t have any best friends, but I get my cheap thrills from indulging just a little in every friendship I have frequently enough to keep me happy. I like...
6722.) You know what? It’s not that I don’t want...
this is me, like always. I don’t have it in me.
i hate when I get too drunk because I don’t realize how much I’ve had to drink, and then start to cry my eyes out for some stupid reason I can’t remember, and really the real reason I’m upset has nothing to do with why I’m crying in the first place. and really, I couldn’t tell you why I’m crying, regardless of the level of intoxication I may be...
why do I miss you so much?
